idk what to do

I'm so damn scared, idk how to prepare for this. Anthony is coming in may for prom and I'm already spazzing about everything. We won't get to spend much time together but I'm gonna meet him for the first time our love is a platonic love (love of the mind) which is perfect in my opinion but now I have those teenage girl fears telling me that my hair is too frizzy and that I need to lose weight and so on and so forth jezus my brain is fried and it's so damn far in advance that I can't complain about it to my usual guy, Justin. Kill me now!

Lost

I feel like my world is falling apart i don't know what to so anymore. I'm surrounded by friends but I'm so damn lonely it's killing me.